so kit told me about this room they found and it sounds cool so. ig im checking it out.
i went in & its like. the gym attached to the library in my old town. it was damn weird but its kinda nice.
i remember doing a play on the stage there when i was younger. it was scary as hell
this seems cool so far. i found a bunch of old props and messed around w a crumbling foam sword.
some of the old costumes from the drama program r there. mine was. doesnt fit me anymore obv
i found the old pond prop thats rlly jst a blueish mirror (colors fading).
my fingers r like longer which is cool ig
my sibling doesnt see it but idk
theyre jst trying to make me feel bad i think
i went back in today and i swear i look paler
then again im not in the sun much
summers coming. thatll sort itself out.
i seem thinner today even tho im not doing much
ig sprinting to the room every day helps
its weird. almost like the world is getting smaller.
i made a huge mistake. i'm back in here hiding. i just can't do this. I killed 5. I KILLED 5.
who am i anymore?
i think i'm going to die here.
no.
i AM going to die here.
i'm probably just going to starve. even after...
yesterday.
i'm so sorry.
i have a couple things to say if anyone's reading this. if anyone found this page somehow.
i'm really sorry about your kid. i don't know what i was thinking. may their soul rest in peace.
speaking of peace, i hope it brings you some to know that i'm about to get what i deserve.
i'm really sorry for being so stupid. i can't be there for you anymore, even though i know you're leaning on me right now. try to open up to your friends or something? i just don't want you suffering now that you have no one to talk to.
i'm not sorry. for all the secrets i kept, for not being like you, for anything.
i'm not sorry for anything.
i'm sorry for doing all this, especially behind your backs.
hi guys. i love you all from the bottom of my heart. i know we were curious, but it's gone too far. i'm warning you, DO NOT COME TO THE ROOM. don't investigate my death, don't come up with any weird ideas. it killed me, it killed 5, and it'll kill you too. if you come poking around and die here, i'll find you all in the afterlife and beat your asses. don't sacrifice yourselves for some knowledge.
also, don't cry over me too long. do something about it if you can, and let it be if you can't.
just don't go in that room.
i'm still so hungry.